In the final moments...

I'll be there for you... Through suffering, Through pain. Through happiness and through joy...
that's the promise that a friend makes in his heart when he treasures a friend that is very close to him...

Went with Timothy's family and friends to Mandai crematory to say a last goodbye to his father... It was really very sad... My tears kept rolling down... when I saw how sad his mum was... One can tell that the family is extremely close....
Timothy stood strong by his mum's side... Grieving, but giving his mum the support that she needs...

Finally at the last moment, it was a really heart-wrenching sight to see Timothy's mum calling out her beloved's name... I guess there wasnt a single person in the room who didnt shed a tear... It was all so sad...
but now... Mr Louis Foo is at peace with God in heaven...
Forever under the eternal care of our heavenly father...
Alive and more well then ever.....

He brought up his children to be role models of others, he loved his family with an unceasing passion, and he loved God with all his heart, mind, soul and strength...
If ever I were to be a father, I would follow his example....

After the funeral, the family looked much better...
Thank God for bringing them through this ordeal... I'm sure His hand will guide them as always in life...

At first, while eating, I did not sit with Timothy's friends... somehow, I did not feel "good enough" to be eat with them...
Dont get me wrong though.. They are extremely nice guyz.. Always joking and smiling and offering stuff....
but... I just felt inferior coz they knew Tim much longer then me, and they always seem to have things to talk about...
but in the end they invited me over to eat with them... so I went over to sit....

bleahz.... and I think I asked a stupid insensitive question...
it went something like... "haha... after all this, am I qualified to be your best friend now?"
there was a moment of awkward silence and I wished I didnt say it...
arrgh.. why do I keep doing things in a moment of impulse..



oh yah.. to all those AJs who keep thinking that I'm holding a torch for Tim, plueesssee dont be so dumb already.... He's my best friend... (at least to me)
so what would you do if this happened to YOUR best friend?

sigh...